AIO My response to my mom disowning me because I’m gay?

Sorry for all the texts, but this was from earlier today and I'm honestly mentally destroyed. I'm used to her diatribes and lectures about me changing my ways to become less of a sinner, but I WAS BORN LIKE THIS. Why can't she understand that? This all came to a head recently when I told her that I WONT be going to a conversion camp, there's nothing to fix, this is me. She became hysterical, which isn't a new thing. She locked me in my room for a day and eventually I was able to get out and get my phone, I texted this to try and resolve things but I feel like I made it worse? I'm so fucked, I'll be kicked out on thurs and I'm terrified