AIO to this response

so my boyfriend and i had been in a committed relationship for about a year when we find out im pregnant. he didn’t want the baby or to live with me as a family (which is what i wanted) so I said i didn’t want that and got the pills. i took them about a month ago and have really been struggling with the decision, i feel like i miss my baby i never had and i have no one to talk to. eveytime i try to talk to him about it he either ignore me or says he doesn’t want to talk about it but i need support to get through this. sending him this was my last resort and this is the response i get. is this normal? i would really like a man’s input on the situation